Again

This week is pretty long for me, starts waking up at 6am, sleep at around 12 midnight. Most of the night time, i was just online trying to watch my favourite anime to de-stress a bit, but i guess that it really isn't the time to do that. But nonetheless, i thank God for substaining me until now.

I have been listening to K-Love for quite some time now. Subconciously, when i am really sick of myself doing wrong to God again, some of those songs in K-Love replayed in my mind. I wonder why i thought of that song and being a engineer-to-be myself, rationalising is my immediate reaction. Then as i thought deeper, what is God's immediate reaction towards us, his "unfaithful" subjects?

Well the scripture tells us of many times He have shown grace and mercy, countless times He redrew His wrath towards us, only to see His people rebel against Him. With my human understanding, if I was god, i would probably destory everything. But thank God i am not Him. He is patient with us and His immediate reaction or shall i say main reaction is Love. Though we may have love the world more than Him many times, He still choose the path of Love and send His Son down to save. Honestly speaking, without the righteous that God gave us through His Son, what rights do we have to go to God?

So if we have no rights to go to God, do we have any rights to deter God into our lifes? I am speaking to those we feels that they do not deserve God in their lifes (which sometimes i feel that way too).
What rights do we have to say that "God, i dun deserve Your Love because of this..."
Is the stuff that make us undeserving greater that God's Love?

Today entry is a simple one.
Again, you may have fail Him.
Again, you may find yourself unworthy.
But Again, God is worthy.
And Again, God's Love will never fail.

Have a great weekend guys, whoever that stumbled into this blog.